My nannie has cancer.
Bladder cancer.

Not many people survive that.

Every single person in my life that i've known my entire life, especially my grandparents, have gotten cancer and died from it.

I'm sobbing my eyes out. This is the worst news.

Looks like my life is bad too now, Jules.

I'm updating my friends list. You have until Saturday to leave a comment to be kept on the list.
I don't have anything against anybody, but I really need to clean out the journals of people I don't even talk to anymore.

That's all.

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I have four problems to do for Math homework. No other homework, just that.
Yet, oddly, I'm procrastinating as if it were my Psychology term paper, or even Christmas shopping.

Maybe I should go do it?

Yeah, that'd be good.

I've decided that the first song I will ever play on my guitar (named Fendi the Fender) will be St. Patricks Day, no matter how difficult it is. This is my guarentee.

6 hours, 4 red bulls, 3 cups of coffee, and a ham sandwich later, i have my psychology term paper --complete, with a spiffy purple binder thingy and a damn good bibliography, including john mayer in the paper.

yeah. thats right. LIFE IS GOOD.

despite the fact that I won't be sleeping tonight, haha.

"I tear my heart open
I sow myself shut
My weakness is
Is that I care too much"

I feel like everybody is mad at me.

Maybe its because I'm stressed, or maybe they really are.

Again, I give up. I figure in my life I have only like 2 real friends, and the rest are people that blow me off when something better comes up, or they aren't in the mood to hang out with me.

I can't wait till college.