little by little the points have been taken away until at the end you see how much you're left with. how much you probably should have fought harder to keep some. how much arbritrary values on a period of time or amount of knowledge really are coming to seem silly in their importance ( Read more... )

friends equal the shit. its stupid to say that they know the real you. there is no real you. they let you be the you that feels awesome and uninhibited and so right. unlimiting, all encompassing, past accepting, enjoyment. who cares about here? i have there.

i was totally not cut out for this. no matter how it sounds, you totally just don't understand sometimes. also, fuck off. this is the epitome of passive agressive yet i am unharmed. fuck it. simple and unbalanced. that's where it's at. stop complaining and basically just stop. so there. ha. what now, huh? eventually i'll get something, but your ( Read more... )

i woke up, read for philosophy, translated for russian, wrote a cover letter, made a schedule for tomorrow, came up with a new research topic for religion, finished a novel, started a new novel, finished a disc of grey's anatomy, watched a disc of sport's night in it's entirety, now i'm at a loss. continue sport's night? grey's anatomy? new novel? ( Read more... )

sometimes the government literally disgusts me. sometimes the springboard is the liquor. sometimes you just need to suck it up and do what you want. sometimes it's fun to write trestises during your homework time. sometimes you have to trust yourself that this time you know better, and last time wasn't that bad ( Read more... )

i want to watch raising arizona. and reach new heights of greatness. and get my head out of my ass ( Read more... )

so i forgot pretty much everything that would allow me to continue using my other lj account, and seeing as how i haven't really used it in forever i'm going to use this one and see how long it takes people to realize it ( Read more... )