wow my mood has been spiralling lately.. not in a good way.

I am not sure I can forgive you this time, but I dont want to not have our so called friendship. What ever that is.. So for now until I can learn to forget you.. I have blocked you being able to see anything I post or for me to see anything you post unless I actually make steps to see it, on FB ( Read more... )

man I am 0 for 0 ( Read more... )

I WANT TO SCREAM AND SHOUT... AND LET IT ALL OUT.. AND SCREAM AND SHOUT and maybe cry a bit too

I wish I would have never met certain people.. best of all.. I wish I would have not had the relationship I have had with them. but now that I have..d o I delete them from my life hence forth or just deal with seeing their updates about how wonderful their life is now that theyve met someone.. even though I wish that person was me?

Intense feelings of lonliness that honestly have me feeling like I am two different people ( Read more... )

A path not taken,
rocks strewn,
higher and higher.

Shadow of defeat,
unpurpose that lay
upon one side.

light that lay on the other.

Despair and broke
trickle down the
rocks that lay.

light lay on the other.

The spiders web,
woven luxuriously,
woven over and over.

Walked along thoughtfully,
carefully,
alone.

A spiders web,
single.

The world spins,
around...
around...
around..

Fumbling words out of your mouth.
The minds thoughts far ahead.
Like the leaves that fall from a tree
in a strong wind

Spinning
Spinning
Spinning

Echoing words upon the wall,
Upon the paper.

Too many words,
too many thoughs.

Spinning,
falling.
Fallen
and
spun.

Im having a hard time not thinking about you. What do I do now?