The Mummy's Hand starring softbluebuddy

[softbluebuddy]

I feel like I am living in a horror movie. Maybe the one called the Mummy’s hand or something.  Or some movie where it is the hand that is doing the thing, not the person.

For the last two or three months I have had increasing numbness in my arms and hands. It is weird because I had neck surgery last August and the pain that I was experiencing is

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[jhobbit]

Oh my honey, I do hope you can get into the DR. soon! You definitely need some help here. *worries* I understand about the sleep deprivation too, I'm not having that now quite so much, but sleeping or rather trying to stay asleep every night is a horror story in its self.
You should probably have someone drive you to the doc too.

[softbluebuddy]

I'm sorry that I vented yesterday. After everything you've been through my horror movie hands/arms are pretty insignificant. But that lack of sleep thing for whatever reason is really nasty and it kind of compounds the other issues that are going on at the same time, I'm sure.

The sad thing is if anyone ever asked me what one thing I really enjoyed is I'd have always said I love to sleep in all bundled up under the covers with the blinds closed and wake up leisurely and with no alarm, or in this case the *buzzing* in my arms that have replaced the alarm. I kind of miss that. ALOT.

Thanks for your good wishes. It is almost 2pm and I haven't heard from the doctor's office yet. I'll call around 4 if I don't hear from them.

[jhobbit]

Oh don't be sorry, sometimes venting is just what one needs at the time. What you describe sounds or could be serious, nothing to wait and see about for sure.
Don't compare yourself to me love, we all have our burdens to carry in life. *hugs*

[softbluebuddy]

This is me, wrapping my arms around you and giving you a big hug.

Now this is me smiling. That felt good.