2007.
three words. emotional roller coaster.
i learned people have ugly personalities and hope that one day they will change and learn to be happy and not so fake.
i learned who my true friends are and was grateful enough to gain one of my best friends back (thanks).
i learned no matter how much you love someone you cannot help them see how you and ( Read more... )

i hope. 
i hope too much. 
i see the good in people when there actually is nothing good in them.
i expect people to be kind. 
i think people will apologize and change.
i get let down.
i have never met someone so heartless and immature.
you were never supposed to let me down. 
you were never supposed to lie.
you did.
im tired.

 I've been walking around all day ( Read more... )

why do parents/adults think teenage lives are so simple? and that they have it hard?

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It's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all,
I don't want to feel like this, Yeah,
No it's not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all,
I don't want to feel like this, so that makes it all your fault.

i dont think i will make it through the next 12ish days.

im changing....

im healthy...almost 100%

im done trying to get people realize how much they mean to me, because sometimes they simply dont seem to care. which is fine. i cant make them. you can only apologize so much before you question why you still care so much.

im happy.

the end.

so im stressed at school. have mental/nervous/emotional breakdowns every other day. couldnt wait to come home and just relax. paint. catch up with friends. hang out. have fun. NOPE. monday feel dizzy, can barely drive home without passing out., get a fever. tuesday go to the doctor i dislike more than anyone, given antibiotics, still have a fever. ( Read more... )