thats how long its been since ive posted according to the wise and all knowing livejournal. i dont know what to say. theres lots on my mind, but i dont necessarily want everyone to know it. a part of me wants to start over, but theres the part of me that saw my grandma and knows that starting over isnt going to changing where im at...

so heres a major update that probably doesnt matter to most people, but i need to get it out ( Read more... )

alonely

i was so angry when i opened the page, and i was ready to make a post ripping the world a new one ( Read more... )

anyone want to give me money for a downpayment on a house?

thank god for vh1s 80s week ( Read more... )

i realized today that i dont miss steilacoom. i dont miss living at my moms. i miss the sound in the morning. i miss the mountain when its foggy. i would love to live in washington again, but not in steilacoom. maybe olympia. maybe further north. but not steilacoom. i could never live here again. i dont want to see people i went to high school with ( Read more... )

i got a job at starbucks. im stoked, minus having to leave peanut home alone. i worry about her. im LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAME. times about 4820398 ( Read more... )

i am watching the dallas cowboys cheerleaders show and i love it. hahaha.

things are getting shakey here. i need a job. booooooooooooooooooo

i need to do homework. booooooooooooo

it would be so nice if andrew and i had a few days off together...