I don't know where I go wrong sometimes. I'm trying with all my might. It's scary to know it can all end and only because of me. I must watch myself very closely. My words and actions. I must encase my heart in a shell. At least when I am not alone with her. I must deflect all that inflicts agony in me. And I must cease from unleashing my anger and ( Read more... )

Well hello all. Hope all of you are still alive and kicking. I am doing the same. Ah I can't believe tomorrow is Friday and then it's break! WOOT WOOT ( Read more... )

Well it's a while since my last update. Well all is good so far. Nothing really to report. Thanksgiving was good for the most part. I spent it at Lupe's ( Read more... )

I can't stand these feelings anymore. I notice more and more that I have such a problem. Little things upset and anger me. I am very sensative and I can't help it. I see myself become a bit controlling and I don't want that. But so many things bother me ( Read more... )

Well I didn't go to skool today. I had a orthodontist appointment. I got my braces off. But now I must wear these damn retainers which make me talk like shit. My teeth feel strange to me. It's been over 4 years since I felt them like this. I need to get used to it. I'm glad they're gone ( Read more... )

Well I haven't updated in a while. Things are good here. Last Tuesday was me and Lupe's 6 month anniversary. It was good. We played hookie and came back to my house. Had ourselves a little candle light bath. Was romantic and sweet ( Read more... )

Ah Finally it's Saturday! Well it's this Saturday that I was waiting for! I get to spend the night with Lupe! WOOO! Heres why ( Read more... )

You scored as Soft. You are nice and soft, you love everyone and everyone loves you, while you are fiery or too exciting, you are always pleasant.

Soft
69%
Violent
63%
Hot
63%
Sweet
50%
Wet
44%
Exciting
38%
Shy
38%
Awkward
13%
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Last night I went to a special rosary for someone very well known in the church. They had her there and it was an open-casket. I think that was my first time seeing the dead like that, that I can remember. Took me awhile register that she was actually dead. She was such a sweet and kind woman. The church was so full. Alot of people must of known ( Read more... )

West Covina - Galster park - This park is located on a hill with 3 entrances. It has been closed off because children have been raped and murdered there. People have seen a pathway leading to the house of the murderer. The man would take the children and rape and beat them. If you go there late at night you are able to hear the screams and the ( Read more... )