One and only.
I can't stand these feelings anymore. I notice more and more that I have such a problem. Little things upset and anger me. I am very sensative and I can't help it. I see myself become a bit controlling and I don't want that. But so many things bother me.
I believe it's because I am just so defensive. I see everything as threat to me. I feel like anything/one could just snatch her from me. I love this girl. With so much of myself. I'd do so much. I would break myself down, before wanting to make her frown. I'd do as she would please, just to see her briliant smile. It's a curse upon me. The love and affection I have only for her. I'd die if another stole her heart. I love this girl from the bottom of my blackened heart.
I have so many problems with myself. More internally then outter. I felt such a gapping hole in me tonight. I felt horrible. And for no real reason. I spoke with her. Her tone alone made me collapse from the inside-out. I believe all that she says to me. I just find it hard that she can be happy with someone like me.
I do believe her when she says she loves me how I am now. She doesn't wish me to change really. Shes just so beautiful! And I'm not the only one to say this. So many I know admire her. Why am I to be so lucky? I don't know how I could ever show her how much she means to me and how much myself is complete with her.
I love her. And it may be a while from now, but I want no one else to spend the rest of my life with.
Not another soul
]V[Die-Kitty]V[
I believe it's because I am just so defensive. I see everything as threat to me. I feel like anything/one could just snatch her from me. I love this girl. With so much of myself. I'd do so much. I would break myself down, before wanting to make her frown. I'd do as she would please, just to see her briliant smile. It's a curse upon me. The love and affection I have only for her. I'd die if another stole her heart. I love this girl from the bottom of my blackened heart.
I have so many problems with myself. More internally then outter. I felt such a gapping hole in me tonight. I felt horrible. And for no real reason. I spoke with her. Her tone alone made me collapse from the inside-out. I believe all that she says to me. I just find it hard that she can be happy with someone like me.
I do believe her when she says she loves me how I am now. She doesn't wish me to change really. Shes just so beautiful! And I'm not the only one to say this. So many I know admire her. Why am I to be so lucky? I don't know how I could ever show her how much she means to me and how much myself is complete with her.
I love her. And it may be a while from now, but I want no one else to spend the rest of my life with.
Not another soul
]V[Die-Kitty]V[