I went to our hotel today... it was a trade show for my retail distributer... I never remembered it raining at the hotel, so it was almost poetic that as I was standing in the parking lot facing our Friendly's the sky opened up. I wanted to venture out away from Annie and Peter and the rest of the dog people and just walk around, relive everything ( Read more... )

You made me smile again... I only wish you were here to see the smiles... They are the most true smiles I have ever had... I miss you more and more every day... Please be safe and don't forget me

so... up date on life ( Read more... )

my blood work came back...

its all normal...

i guess i should be happy, but i just want to know whats wrong... im so sick of this...

i have no idea what to think right now... i feel as if i am being torn in two directions... i know i have to let go of one... i just dont know how... and i have no one to talk to who would understand or who even wants to talk to me... this hurts...

I HATE FUCKING SEXIST MEN!!!!!!!!

this has been really neglected... sorry ( Read more... )

So.... Westminster is getting close... I've been good about not bragging about it or boasting about it.... i may not seem that excited about going, but trust me, i am... this is the biggest thing thats ever happened to me... i dont watnt to say that it means more to me then it does to the other girls... but it does... i know the other people hardly ( Read more... )

why do you have to be such an ass?
why does it bother me so much?
why do i still love you?

sooo ( Read more... )