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so... yesterday sucked. my therapist was ok. she didn't really tell me anything i didn't already know, but it was still nice to get it out to a stranger. it was really cozy there too. she had a bunch of candels going and everything. i liked her. any who... serg and matt an ben are all coming over today to watch star wars or something or other. well ( Read more... )

agh!!! even though i'm better. i still feel the same. it's so typical. the second i feel 100% something tramatic has to happen that makes me feel sick again. bah. my head hurts really bad. i don't want to go home though. i might go for a run when i get home. start getting in shape for crew. i'm proud of myself. 2 days and three lb's. i think i'm ( Read more... )

so... new journal. this one i'm only going on when i'm not at home. that way my ass hole of a father can't read it. i really hate the fact that he can see all the web sites i go too and all that jazz. He probably reads my email too. fucking bastard. oh well. I'm sick. it sucks. right now i should be in accounting, but i'm not. i'm skipping. te he. ( Read more... )