Hey people... well, i think that im not going to be writing in here very much b/c i created a xanga... I hope that those anonymous people who read this will read my xanga... http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=Snowoffwhite

(next step, myspace....)

Razorblade Romance ( Read more... )

Its not like im a slut
or that i really like to fuck
i just want everyboy i see
to walk away w/part of me
Until there's nothing left to hold
Until there's nothing left to hate
I apprietiate your help
But even you cant save me from myself

Her space holiday - Japanese Gum

This is about david i guess ( Read more... )

So my aunt reads this (Hi miki!) and sneakily asks me questions to see if ill lie or not. I'm supposed to wait a while before i write about a "low", like a low mood, just when im majorly down ( Read more... )

Therapy sucks. This fucking hospital sucks. I still want to die, its not working. Mostly i want to cut.

**** OK, if anyone can guess the origin of the lyrics/new poem i made below, they get a prize!!! And if they get exactly what i did, they get an even bigger prize!****

Take my advice
We will leave you high and dry
We're only liars
We're friends when you're on your knees

You only hold me up like this
You dont know who i really am
like ill never be ( Read more... )

Action:
Cutting
Consequence:
Night Hospital.

IS it worth it? All you cutters out there, tell me. If you were completely desperate, is it worth it?

So the hospital wasnt what i thought it would be at all. I get there at 830ish, and i leave at 2. ITs boring and useless and i dont think i am going to get anything otu of it at all. I mean, i wish that itwas intense! I wish that i would have that, but i dont. ITs all about stepping on eggshells, tiptoeing through all of our problems, not knowing ( Read more... )

So yeah, things are not going ok. They are putting me into a hospital, a day hospital, that i get to go home at nite. for at least 2 weeks. Ive been cryingall day.

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