Oh Yeah and by the way, I think I will be leaving LJ compleatly now. I think its done more harm than good for me, and I dont think it has much left to offer m. Besides prying into the personal buiness of other people's lives, and if im going to do that im going to do it the right way. By atualy talking with those people and being social instead of ( Read more... )

You know what I realized the other day?
I don't think i've ever been this content with my life. :)
I've been feeling pretty good lately, a little stressed and insecure but I feel pretty good. =)

Well most of you probably don't know so I'll tell you ( Read more... )

Im worried Gypsy and me are drifting apart
I love him so much, on many levels. Hes quite dear to me.
I hope I wassn't just some phase to him or something, Oh well not much i can do about it right now, I guess I will :)

Im a nice guy. Really loving and caring and wellmeaning.
So why then do people push me away?
I just want to be thier friend. =(

Hey, its been a while since I posted here, but I guess I just havent had much of a use for it. But I dunno, I feel the need to talk to someone but talking to my friend dosent seem to help with this hole in my heart. duzznt matter how much people tell me they love me. I just.. feel like an island. Its hard to describe, I feel I want to conect with ( Read more... )

Hey pretty tired, doing well. yesterday I realized what im looking for isnt really love, I do want to love and be loved but more than that what I need is to be understood. I need to be able to relate with someone, confide in them, stuff like that. :)

well its been a while since i posted anything.
Not sure what to say, im feeling pretty great, my life seems to be comming together and stuff. I really dont know what to say, not much to say I guess. Hope to talk to you all soon.=)

There is nothing more beautifle than seeing a smile come over a sad person's lips. Nothing is more specail that a ray of hope to the depressed. And there is no greater deed than bringing joy and contentment to a troubled soul. =)

Well it seems like all the people I thought were my friends have ither left me, drifeted apart, dont have time for me or just plain ignore me. Its like that a lot. Dont get me wrong, im not all torn up inside ready to cry with knots in my stomach and pain I cant describe. Im just, alone, and disapointed. Not overly emotional at all right now, maybe ( Read more... )