I figured I'd post here if anyone was wondering why they didn't see me when I said I'd be there ( Read more... )

hey everyone I wont be online for a while, if you wanna get ahold of me feel free to call me, if you dont have my number ask someone who dose ;)
take care

What is the point?
Whats the fucking point of it all?
What the hell am I suposed to be doing and why amI here with thies people?
Why do I bother?

*giggles* uploaded a new LJ piccie

Im feeling cruddy and discouraged, all around me I see people I dont relate to. People I dont understand and frankly in some cases I feel they are inferior to me. I dont feel I belong, I feel out of place and I really dont liek the world I live in, it duzznt feel right to me, in fact it feels very wrong. Oh sure there are things I enjoy and people ( Read more... )

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I've got some time on my hand so I figured this might be a good time to come back to good ol LJ. And I apologize if my spelling is even worse than normal ( Read more... )

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Im angry and I have a headach ( Read more... )

*sighs and looks for hugs*
well good news is it looks like I have a job with securitas.
the bad news is i am tired and stressed and Abbie is tired and stressed and sad and I dont know what *sighs and grumbles* I cant think strait, I dont know what to do or who to talk to.