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and pulled the trigger...

I feel like I have failed. what I have failed, I don't know ( Read more... )

I didn't want my picture taken because I was going to cry. I didn't know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs would fly out of my throat and I'd cry for a week. I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like water in a glass that is ( Read more... )

Have you ever felt so alone that you can almost feel your heart break into a million little pieces and feel those pieces fall one by one, painfully, and slowly into your your feet stabbing you from every angle like shards of broken glass... cutting everything along the way, so you are bleeding on the inside and slowly moving to cuts on the outside ( Read more... )

Decorations: $169.00
Food: $60.00
Cake and Ice cream: $30.00
Total: $259.00

Having friends that JUST DON'T GIVE A SHIT?

Fucking Heartbroken...

It's fucking sad that it's my fucking birthday and for the last hour and a half I've been crying and eating ice cream hoping it will go away... it never seems to... I fucking hate it...  I'm feeling like shit, and it's my fucking birthday.    Happy Fucking Birthday to me ( Read more... )