Let them take a bite and they want to swallow you whole. You make time and room for someone and they only will if it is convenant for them. Story of my life. So many sleepwalkers. So much empty floaty space.

sitting with freddy and steve. this evening is a sad cartoon.

I have these two pictures I am working on. One watercolor and one ink. I always get half way done and then I get stuck. Same with a mix media in the attic. I stopped that one 15 yrs, ago and then picked it up November. It frustrates me ( Read more... )

I believe I want to change my color to forest green. Kool color at Knuckleheads and they have the best selection for colors. One of these days. I'm so sleepy right now and coffee isn't helping. Going to see Alice in Wonderland tonight w/R. Very rare we do anything together. Going to the Inferno tomorrow to listen to some bands. Excited to ( Read more... )

The one day that I would love freddy to come over to smoke me up and steve goes over there. Figures, fuckers. So much for that. Tired of so many things, like being used. The ripples on the lake are making such a cool pattern. We are staying here til june 1 and then we are out. I will miss it here and I'm tired of moving every 1 or 2 yrs. ( Read more... )

Nothing feels good. It all feels bad. I hate it. lostlostlost and alone.

Your wife is such a bitch. I want to slap her every time I see her. I wonder if you are still on board of if I'm just kidding myself. I live in such a bullshit world.

I am always walking around the neighborhood always hoping to see you. Always wondering what you are doing and how you are feeling. I hate this so much.

Happy 4/20! Hope you all get to celebrate the way you want today....

Can you believe that my brother in law has money to drive to GB last weekend, but no money to buy his damn dog dogfood. You are such a waste of space steve. He is just feeding him eggs. In the morning and at night. What a fucking mornon!