Its an old jazz song, surprise right? No I'm not gonna post lyrics again. I'm done with this, done with people. The song makes me ask, just as its titled, Who do I turn too? When nobody needs me?

Fuck you, fuck you right in the ear. Have fun at school, enjoy your relationships. I'am a loser, I have no college prospects, I'm not dating and I'm saying that not to sound like I'm cool and above relationships, its because I'm a socially awkward asshole who either ruins great relationships with great people, or I pick durge. Dont give me the shit ( Read more... )

They say you can never go home. Dont you believe it. Ferndale is where I was born, the place that made me the man I am today...Make of that what you will. For three years life has sucked, back before grandma and Mr Gregg died and my dad was fired. The moaning the wailing the giggling and the screaming, lot of those in the past 3 years. 3 years ago ( Read more... )

I'm done with girls, no I'm not going gay.

So here I am? What have I learned in life? In elementry school? In Jr High? In Highschool? All I ever got out of highschool was amazing friends and kick ass cowboy boots, Jr high taught me that anyone at any given point can wind up dead, elementry school taught me the importance of fear and self loathing. Life...Woo boy is life a different story. ( Read more... )

I could sit here and tell you why life sucks. But you really need to evaluate your life before you understand that. I've got a great idea for a TV show, you take two old guys and give them shot guns, you have them remember everything from their life, and the one who doesnt blow his brains out at the end wins, we give him a blender.

Step right up ( Read more... )

And in my waiting I'm...Words do not begin to describe the feeling I have. As I sit at my favorite coney I stare out the window at the falling ice and I realize that I cant possibly pinpoint the feeling I have for her. But with this feeling I come to realize certain things, my waitresses face seems bright and vibrant, my slice of pie tastes ( Read more... )

The thrill is gone, the thrill is gone ( Read more... )

I feel a sharp stab in my sides, from years of smoking and the amount of force I'm exerting right now. I should quit, smoking isnt really helping me with this. I'm dieing on the inside but for the first time I'm living on the outside. I've been going most of the day, and I'm starting to get tired. My muscles ache, my legs feel as though there about ( Read more... )