rahh ( Read more... )

this summer has been amazing. Mexico was a blast with Lauren Bethany and Kelli. i had so much fun. i dreaeded it but in the long run it was so worth it. the beach was fun, and staying at all the hotels was cool. and we saw things we probably never would of saw. and then Minnesota the first time with just me whit and lauren was AMAZING! we busted ( Read more... )

i havent updated this thing in AGESS. but i decided that i should start writing in it again becuasee..well i want to be able to look backk and remember little things ( Read more... )

last night was....i dont even know. todays me and Joels two months. we're about to break up. i hate, laying there with his blanket just knowing that its goign to end this way. and i mean, im the one doing this..but its for the better, but it hurts so bad. I thought i would be okay, being on the person whos breaking up with him end, but..im not. at ( Read more... )

i never update anymore.
one week till me and Joels 2 months, neat. <3 ( Read more... )

12560: 1. You are an amazing person inside ( Read more... )

i spent three hours driving around last night. i havent cried in months..and i've cried the past two nights. hardcore. and tonight, Joel meant to send this other girl a text messege, but accidnetly sent it to me..it said, and i quote "can you move to peoria and we can date cause youd be an amazing gf". it was really fucking amazing. and on top of ( Read more... )

todayyy is just one suckkyyy day! im sick of finding things outt..grr

and my uncles out of jail..no one understands..
this sucks really really bad.
and its really really hard.
everything changes when hes home in my familyi
everything.
godd..this SUCKKKSSS

so im lackin on this whole updatage thing ( Read more... )

tonight was perfect. He maddee me a blanket, its soo freaking soft, and it has hearts on it, and its my favorite color :) gah. He made me dinner :) and then we watched the Notebook, i bawleddd againn. and then we just layed in my bed and talked and ate ice cream. and gahhh. im so happyyy :) i looveee that boy. him and my mom were like joking around ( Read more... )