idk how to describe it... the feeling when your ex is with someone new while youre stuck on the sidelines, watching the game pass you by. i mean, yes, he's in high school still (a mistake i shall never make again) and he's getting all excited over "homecoming" and everything; normal things. but the one thing that bothers me is how he says the same ( Read more... )

I just have to say that my life isn't what it seems through these journals. i seem to have a tendancy to come here when i'm angry or upset, or just plain depressed. i mean, yes, my life is hectic. and i've just made it more so, but at the same time, i love me. i love my life, and wouldn't want to be any other way. I was supposed to be here at THIS ( Read more... )

You are a
Social Conservative
(35% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(33% permissive)

You are best described as a:

Totalitarian

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i think i got more sleep on couches today than i have the past two nights together...

well... i'm trying. i came to class an hour (yes an HOUR) early so that i could turn in an old paper. and just so i could prove that i'm trying again. i turned in all of my online homework (a first for me) and did (the majority of) my math homework so that i can get out of class early to go down to st. matthews and help johnny oertle with the ( Read more... )

i'm really scared right now. i didn't go to classes today, and i'm beating myself for it. i really wish i had... but instead what do i do? fall asleep and lay around. all the while my heart practically stopped beating, i was scaring myself so badly. hey... if i died, then i could get out of class forever. but then my parents would find out about my ( Read more... )

Right now, i'm freaking out and really need to go to sleep... seriously, wake me up when september ends. okay ( Read more... )

Subject: I'M BAAAAAAAACK!
Posted Date: Monday, September 05, 2005 - 3:33 PM

not that i was gone for all that long.... but eh. I need to post pics!

first we were dorks and took pics in QT


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So.... lots of funn today with nikki in Sedona... well... more or less BEFORE getting to sedona ( Read more... )

so... myspace ruins your life ( Read more... )