just a little... peeved?
idk how to describe it... the feeling when your ex is with someone new while youre stuck on the sidelines, watching the game pass you by. i mean, yes, he's in high school still (a mistake i shall never make again) and he's getting all excited over "homecoming" and everything; normal things. but the one thing that bothers me is how he says the same things to her that he did to me. makes me feel even more stupid for believing him.
everyone says i'm a "terrific person" no matter what. what the hell does THAT mean? woo hoo! i mean, shit. hitler was a terrific leader. idk... its seems like all the boys i like tell me "youre a terrific person, but..." man i hate big buts. and i cannot lie.
am i really as "mature" and "grown-up" as they make me out to be? yes, i have life experiences that forced me into maturity, but i have no sense of time management, i'm a slob, and i suck at anything academic b/c i'm lazy. not lazy-per say- just choosy as to what activities i would LIKE to be part of my routine versus what activities SHOULD be part of my day.
one lesson i have learned: do not date anyone in high school; its just hell waiting to happen.
(p.s. she's a year younger than him. good. he needs someone relatively his age--maturity wise)
everyone says i'm a "terrific person" no matter what. what the hell does THAT mean? woo hoo! i mean, shit. hitler was a terrific leader. idk... its seems like all the boys i like tell me "youre a terrific person, but..." man i hate big buts. and i cannot lie.
am i really as "mature" and "grown-up" as they make me out to be? yes, i have life experiences that forced me into maturity, but i have no sense of time management, i'm a slob, and i suck at anything academic b/c i'm lazy. not lazy-per say- just choosy as to what activities i would LIKE to be part of my routine versus what activities SHOULD be part of my day.
one lesson i have learned: do not date anyone in high school; its just hell waiting to happen.
(p.s. she's a year younger than him. good. he needs someone relatively his age--maturity wise)