you freaked out on me today. you swore at me when I slammed my forearm against door. "Holy fuck, Ron!" Did you see what I saw today? Did you look into his eyes, and face as he talked? Did you see how his jaw had a mind of it's own when he talked, and how it moved from side to side with each straining syllable? Did you hear the gasping? Did you see ( Read more... )

Before I found out that a friend got his girlfriend pregnant, and that he decided that he was going to marry, I had to say some hard words to him concerning her.

I don't trust her. Red flags came up when she shreiked at me over something petty, and a week later texted me back that she's glad I'm in her life. She has been overly flirtatious with me ( Read more... )

Since I my birth, I have been around people with little misfirings in their brain; primarily, bipolar. Up until recently I spent my time with people who have the same thing, but it was a little different. When they freak out on me they come to me later, and apologize, but excuse it by saying "I'm bipolar." They know what they have done, they know ( Read more... )

...still is to a degree.

http://www.revelife.com/707035347/check-your-brains-at-the-church-door-is-christianity-anti-intellectual/?cuttag=true

here's something that I read in dale carnegie's How To Stop Worrying And Start Living. Something I'm going to try to put into practice...

JUST FOR TODAY

1. Just for today, I will be happy.

2. Just for today, I will try to adjust myself to what is, and not try to adjust everything to my own desires.

3. Just for today, I will take care of my body. I ( Read more... )

Carrie pointed out something to me yesterday over breakfast. After every visit with my father, I am more hostile. Thing is, I don't know that I am behaving in a hostile manner. I chalk it up to being tired, and impatient. In short, I think I'm being a jerk; and I own it.  It came out on Tuesday when I blew up at a friend online. This is a friend ( Read more... )

'No Man is an Island'

No man is an island entire of itself; every man ( Read more... )

It's hard for me to open up. I know that sounds funny to those that know me, but it's true. There is a big difference between being genuinely honest, and blunt. More times than not, I am a blunt man...I am rarely honest ( Read more... )

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I really like this song, and the this last part really stands out to me...

Jesus Christ - Vengeance is mine
Jesus Christ - Leave them behind
Jesus Christ - Vengeance is mine
Jesus Christ - Please, leave them to die
Bring them to life

Without hate, without pain
Without suffering insane
Without death, without fire
Without lies that feed the liar
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