warning: vulgar honesty ahead

[smithwick1974]

It's hard for me to open up. I know that sounds funny to those that know me, but it's true. There is a big difference between being genuinely honest, and blunt. More times than not, I am a blunt man...I am rarely honest

Comments

[defixione]

I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through. If you ever need to talk, or if you ever need someone to listen, I am one of many who are here for you.

[smithwick1974]

eh, it's in the past. stress from yesterday brought it about. I am good, and thank you for the offer

[crysthewolf]

I get this. I really do. Folks watch me in my reactions to people making up things about me or abandoning me and they think, "She's just overreacting. She's broken." And it's not that. The anger protects that scared, sad, lonely kid who doesn't understand why her parents don't give a damn about her, why her father doesn't exist, and why the people who come into her life seem to end up hating her at some point. It's a hell of a lot safer to be angry (and occasionally funny) than to let that kid take any blows.

I admire you. You're my big bro. I think we get each other on a particular level. And I love this post. This is the kind of honesty that some people will exploit. I never will, and I know I can expect the same from you.

[smithwick1974]

it took quite a bit of rum to be this honest :-)

[crysthewolf]

Ha haaaa! I feel ya baby I feel ya. LOL