woah.  its been YEARS.... crazy.

happy valentines day.

My phone is broken ( Read more... )

Free flowing tears.

felt good.
its been awhile, since I have spoken like that- even to myself.

...

I know that I need to update.

I just....dont know where to start. or how to start. so much. and so little, at the same time.

I will try later.

Now I can't dream, since I quit sleeping
and I havent slept, since I met you.

nothin much to say, 'cept that i am ready.

i want to pack up and go!

yesterday was marties birthday....she would have been 5. i celebrated with burgerama. more on the drama that ensued there, later. ugh. luckily, i was drunk enough so early that i went to bed at about 11, and now feel FANTASTIC.

its off to work i go....

Very reluctant to get up this morning.
the absence of another under my covers makes me dread going to bed,

and then, dread getting up.

i hope that march rolls in like a lion and out like a lamb (REAL quick).

Sickness and aches shouldnt be allowed to come when the visits are short.

I miss being cuddled already. I missed it before I even left the airport.
I hate having my heart fly away.

Okay...

hm. I cant even express how i feel. Shoot. I had a good long entry all mushy and lovey and exciting in my head, and I have no words to describe how it feels. '

Shit.

Oh well....I cant wait.....UGH! Come, tomorrow, get here fast!

xxo