i don't know how to feel. too much stuff going on. so confused. feeling overwhelmed by all that is happening around me ( Read more... )

so i once had a really good friend who i thought i was pretty close to in the sense that we would talk some, write to each other every once in awhile, and we'd talk online whenever we saw each other on. when we started growing apart, i wasn't really certain what went wrong. i somehow arrogantly blamed it on life and how everything changes as we ( Read more... )

at this moment i am searching for myself, searching for all my mistakes, and somehow, right now, i demand it to rain. i feel the need to feel rain. to have it come down and pour its beauty out. i love watching it--somehow, rain is comfort. because it makes me feel alive. its capability, its uncontrollability. what an awesome sight.

wow i was sitting in bed for the longest time feeling oddly underappreciated. do u ever just get those days where u feel like u care about people more than they care about u? and then i realized that its just a cycle. everyone feels like they care about someone more than that person cares about them...and the next person feels like that person ( Read more... )

Aunty Jenny passed away 3 o'clock yesterday morning, and it made death once again seem pretty real to me. i think another thing is...i felt almost in the same situation as i had been in when my grandma passed away--i felt so bad for Karen and Dennis. They were really shaken. lots of tears, lots of red eye, lots of...i dunno. i just didn't know what ( Read more... )

i always think i can be a stronger person than i actually am. the things i wish for, end up not being what i want when i get them. may God use this time to mend me.

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wow. praise God for what He's doing in our lives. still confused, yet happy. everything seems to be going well. God is continuing to show me how faithful He is in prayer. and how important prayer really is.

i am really trusting God and His timing. still learning each day, but beginning to understand a little more the direction He's leading... ( Read more... )

wow. i am feeling a little people deprived as of now. gail is gone for like a month. booo hooo =( janice is in fresssssno. gah. taiwan people are gone. even LIFE people are gone. and i am stuck with one more week of summer school. but its ok. one more weeek and i can play. FINALLY. and i have time to spend with my familia =). and when my final is ( Read more... )

church. one thing i've learned consistently in college is the need for fellowship and the importance of God's Word. i know one thing i lack is knowing God's Word well enough, and as a believer, its important to be grounded in knowing the Word. How can we know God, if we don't know His Word? His Word is The truth, The way, The only life worth living ( Read more... )