It has been soooo long since I have written here, but the need to ( Read more... )

My computer died and with it I lost my email address and I couldn't remember my password to even log on to my journal when I was at a computer ( Read more... )

I went to the doctor yesterday and had a prenatal appointment. It was to go over the ultrasound and set up my next appointment ( Read more... )

I had my ultrasound yesterday ( Read more... )

I talked to my ex husband last night. We actually had a nice conversation. He wasn't overly mushy or dramatic and seemed genuinely interested in the baby and I. How I am feeling? Can I feel the baby? He seems to be getting kind of excited or at least more interested. I told him everything and that I was feeling flutters, I haven't lately but am ( Read more... )

Today I go a prenatal appointment. I am 17 weeks and they are going to do the blood work to make sure the baby is okay. I am really nervous, because regardless to what everyone says, I feel too old to be pregnant. I know that I am not but it makes me crazy anyhow ( Read more... )

I should really post more often I probably always say that too. I have a friend that told me she reads these to keep up on the goings on in my life. My life rapidly changes though. I realized that from my last post... How cheesy ( Read more... )

We kissed.... and kissed.... and... and made up & shopped all weekend ( Read more... )

I hate that I love him so much. As the saying goes, it's a thin line between love & hate ( Read more... )

I am so exhausted in every possible way, mentally, emotionally, physically, and even financially. Maybe it is December that is draining all the life force from my body & mind. I doubt it though ( Read more... )