now you know the crevices of places i hide from you

[smallwhitebike]

so i just love how life throws the shit ive been denying for so long, in my face. like the fact that ive never really been needed or wanted by anyone, anywhere. that the cop outs i refused to truly see are still there. that boys will be boys and they will try not to hurt you to keep up a good reputation. that of a good friend and good guy. when the

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[anonymous]

let love find you, as tough as it may be, for the mean time, let it find you so you can concentrate on other things such as your writing or your music or anything at all. at times for me it feels like a waste of time to love, but i cant help it, and it doesn't help to ignore it. sometimes i think about other peoples relationships...and to me they dont seem like the kind of relationships i'd like to be with a person, so maybe it isn't that grand after all. i dont believe the world is fair...be optimistic, and pull through it tomarrow, or the day after, b/c i know now it hurts, and there's really nothing that can help but to cope with it. word to the wise, stick close to your friends, b/c they're the one's who like you for who you are, and not what you look like. stay cool. -mike

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[smallwhitebike]

im glad i have a friend like you.
no, im glad i have you as a friend.

::sarah::

Re: g

[smallwhitebike]

ill be your friend like that.
i dont have many people in my life who appreciate my genuineity (??).

::sarah::