im really pissed off. i always feel like this one person is better than me, and shes my best friend, so i cant hate her for it. i cant even hate her at all. nd idk how to tell her this...just be like 'aye whats up?....how come you always out-shine me?'...

idk, whatever, fucken kill me.

soooooooo im stuck in the middle of an excruciating world war three, and im about to call a truce, cuz fuck it, i dont have anything to lose anymore ( Read more... )

so talk to me...maybe ill stick with this thing since i need a place to release some inner thoughts...uhm...chyea...my whole life changed in a matter of about 2 weeks...i have alotta hw so i dont really wanna talk about it right now, but whatever.

talk to me =]

so its thanksgiving...i didnt eat turkey, but i still ate too much...i had a bunch of different urges today and yeah...uhm, i dont know what to say, but i wrote a poem tonight about what im sad about....if that made any sense?...yeahh ( Read more... )

why does this affect me now? its been how many months and ive been perfectly fine/happy? is it cuz he calls that new one 'beautiful' just like he called me? i dont know why im making such a big deal of this...=/ i know im over him cuz theres been others...hahahaha more like one good hook up...whatevs ( Read more... )

so everyones either at camp or on vacation or not being good at keeping in touch =/ but whatever, if they wanted to keep in touch im right here ( Read more... )

so yesterday is the anniversary of when i came out of the womb....yeahh....pretty glad im out ( Read more... )

i was THIS close to kissing him....like, on the beach, at NIGHT without any type of parental supervision ( Read more... )

i dont want to update about what has happened in the past few days ( Read more... )

certianly not a holiday for Anarchists ( Read more... )