There's no death that is easy, no death that is okay. From a fish to a human being there is no closure ( Read more... )

So many things influence me. Everyone has their own perspectives on things. But so many people are just strong forces that I want to look up to. I'd admire them, and want to be them. But I realized that threw life everyone is different. I feel abandoned. Then I realize,everyone has different emotions, strengths, and weaknesses. Some people won't ( Read more... )

You know what pisses me off more than anything? Our Country- Our Goverment. We take so much of the US money and give it away to other countries and nations when we can't even help our own people. We have people in the streets, people who can't find jobs, and people who are disabled- but instead of helping our own country we will let these people ( Read more... )

hate the past. Well, a lot of the past I hate. I think it just fucks things up for the future. Something you could do wrong- and mess up your whole entire life ( Read more... )

I guess I didn't HATE 2003. I mean, it sucked to the extent that I would never really want to relive it. But, it was a decent year. I learned my lesson on a lot of things- and I've gained more knowledge in a lot of other departments ( Read more... )

Dudkins, Duddy, Dud, Dudster,


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Everything i've been dreaming of and encountering just seems completely unreal. I am constantly asking myself if i've entered an alternate universe? Every action or event is emphasized as something completely ridiculous, or overly bombarted with some stupid traditions. I can't comprehend it without questioning if i'm in reality or not. The future ( Read more... )