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[slit_throat]

Wow... where do I begin? There's so much that I seriously can't handle right now. The fact that I don't get to see Connie whenever I want or I'm not able to be with her all the time like I'd want. I know I screwed up when I went into her house. I had a bad vibe about it too, I should've been more careful. So now, whenever I need Connie, I have to

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[fallenshadow03]

I care, babe. I always have and I always will. You're so lucky to have a beautiful girlfriend like Connie. Yeah, maybe you can't always see each other as much as you'd like, but she's still there for you and you're there for her - cherish that, always. I'll always be here for you sweetheart, promise.

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[slit_throat]

i am cherishing it
hoping it never ends...
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Oscar!!!!!!

[lilwhitehobbit]

I'm sorry about the whole you not being able to see Connie thing. That sucks and I'm sorry I feel yuh though. Y'all will find a way to see each other.Yuh know I love yuh man and do you know how many fuckin' people care about yuh?!ALOT! Everyone is here for yuh man"It's summer and it's a time where you should be having fun and all that."...right, so try to have fun!...:\ :D
Love yuh!
Micah

oops

[lilwhitehobbit]

wow, i said man alot...sorry about that

[22constellation]

alright, i usually don't comment on people's journals. and i feel like everything i've told you is the same, but you don't seem to get it, so ill try again

[22constellation]

sarah is right. you're young, and im sure she's not jealous because you're "young and in love". i hardly doubt its love

[slit_throat]

yeah, im 15... i cant say that i know what im getting myself into with connie but it seems to me that i can really trust her, and regardless of my age, i know i am in love. i knew i was in love with melissa after we had been dating for 2 years, but yes... i am in love with connie. this feeling is far more powerful than my love was with melissa. its just some things that i dont think you'll be able to understand, sarah. even if you lived here, you still wouldn't understand the relationship connie and i have together. its so tremendous

[22constellation]

oh oscar, please. i understand what love is. trust me, i get it. and thinking you are in love with connie could get you into a lot of problems. it has been less than two months oscar, don't put so many emotions into this. i don't care what you feel, remember what i said. you listen to me, and you really should right now

[choking__]

Damian.
I haven't known you long at all to judge you. So I won't. :]... but I know what depression feels like. In fact, my shrink told me I was severly depressed just Tuesday. It's not just about being sad, its about getting a stomachache whenever you look in the mirror. It's about waking up in the morning and thinking, "fuck, what did I do that for..." it's about not letting anybody touch you because you've got incisions all over your body. It's about liking to watch the blood go down the drain in your first shower after your wrestling match with the razorblades... that is all dear. Feel better. xo.

[slit_throat]

my depression is just summer itself
thats where my downfall begins, regardless what you say. yeah you can say "well hey, its summer, go have fun and etc." but thats not summer for me. summer for me is being locked up in my room not really able to do anything. thats why i dread summer so much because regardless if i have a girlfriend or a lot of friends, i just end up staying in my room feeling sorry for myself and asking "why cant i be like all my friends and be so happy?" but thats just not me, period. and i hate it so much because no matter what i do, it'll never be good enough to fake the smile of life.

[choking__]

I'onno what to say. You and I have the same problems. All my friends ask me to hang out 4 times a day, but I decline like crazy. Whether it's to avoid questions from my parents or because I feel sorry for myself is up to everyone to decide. I really wish you would get happy... xo.

[slit_throat]

not mine. i rarely get asked to hang out. maybe the only people are mark and steven. i declined today because i would've killed the party and i didnt want that to happen so i saved everyone else.
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