Dear my bestest friend Kayla ( Read more... )

I wish I could recall the day my guidance counselor found me sleeping in the janitor’s closet. As a matter of fact, I wish I could remember anything from my freshman year such as my first day of school, how I met my best friend, or the time I was so frustrated with everything going on in my life that I threw all my family’s china plates down the ( Read more... )

The summer of 2002 started out normal but ended as a nightmare. Somewhere between the days at the beach and late nights with friends I changed. To this day I can’t explain how it happened. I just remember waking up one morning and telling my mom something was wrong with me. I couldn’t explain what wrong, all I could say is “

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Umm hello.

long time no update.

Summer is good. Very very good.

So are parties. Lots of parties this summer.

I love boys..alot. Especially the ones who love me back.

And Smirnoff. Yeah thats my shit

And making out. With boys who love me.

I met a wonderful boy. His names Jon. We're "together". Hopefully official soon. I've been pretty busy hanging out with him latley. :)

I dunno how much more I'm gonna update this thing. I got a site on myspace and like that better than LJ.If you have myspace add me! http://www.

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This weekend was so much fun. Me and Kayla threw a party..kind of on accident actually. 10 guys ended up coming..i was the only single girl. God fucking loves me. I met a guy there too..his names Luc. We flirted alot. It was kind of hard though because Josh, the kid I met a few weeks ago at a party was there and he apparently likes me. He's a ( Read more... )

Just got home from work. It was alright. Everyone's getting cut back on their hours though so that sucks because I need money. Hopefully I'll get another job though. I think I can manage two jobs. I deff. need the cash ( Read more... )

This week I realized that there are really two kinds of people out there. The ones just waiting to be fucked over by someone they really care about and the ones who take those people for granted. So..which one are you? And me? I'm neither. I'm the one observing them..thinking to myself holy shit I need another beer ( Read more... )