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This week I realized that there are really two kinds of people out there. The ones just waiting to be fucked over by someone they really care about and the ones who take those people for granted. So..which one are you? And me? I'm neither. I'm the one observing them..thinking to myself holy shit I need another beer.
Yeah It's oober late and I'm extremely tired. My mind is going 27423 miles a minute and I don't like it. I just realized that exactly three years ago today my life changed completley. Gives me the chills to think about it actually. Everyone has something go wrong at one point or another. For me..it's just something I have to live with. If you don't know me that well you probably have no idea what I'm talking about. I'm not going to get into it either considering the fact that I have no idea who reads this. But yeah..things have gotten so much better for me since then. It's been hard. Very hard. But as the saying goes..that what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
I've been doing so much thinking today. Sooo much. About thing that I have done latley. Things that I regret doing. People I regret associating myself with. Habbits I regret not giving up. Everything. I just can't help but wonder what things would be like for me if I was somewhere else. I think alot of people see me as someone who I'm not. Especially people at Brady. I don't know. I want a change.
I was laying in bed a little while ago looking through pictures of the trip to Vegas. I came across a picture of Mike. I seriously could not stop smiling for five minutes. For what it's worth..i don't regret that at all. Oh. My. Goodness. Please move to New Hampshire. Or better yet. Take me to Chicago.
Everything happens for a reason..or so they say. What that reason is I may never know.
Yeah It's oober late and I'm extremely tired. My mind is going 27423 miles a minute and I don't like it. I just realized that exactly three years ago today my life changed completley. Gives me the chills to think about it actually. Everyone has something go wrong at one point or another. For me..it's just something I have to live with. If you don't know me that well you probably have no idea what I'm talking about. I'm not going to get into it either considering the fact that I have no idea who reads this. But yeah..things have gotten so much better for me since then. It's been hard. Very hard. But as the saying goes..that what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.
I've been doing so much thinking today. Sooo much. About thing that I have done latley. Things that I regret doing. People I regret associating myself with. Habbits I regret not giving up. Everything. I just can't help but wonder what things would be like for me if I was somewhere else. I think alot of people see me as someone who I'm not. Especially people at Brady. I don't know. I want a change.
I was laying in bed a little while ago looking through pictures of the trip to Vegas. I came across a picture of Mike. I seriously could not stop smiling for five minutes. For what it's worth..i don't regret that at all. Oh. My. Goodness. Please move to New Hampshire. Or better yet. Take me to Chicago.
Everything happens for a reason..or so they say. What that reason is I may never know.