so it seems i love writing in this thing when im depressed but not when im happy. well i decided to put an entry in here where i wasn't just sas. but lets see work is going great making an ass of money there and the manager loves me so thats sweet. ive been daing the girl from my speech class, she is amazing she is beautifull beyond beleif, she is ( Read more... )

so this weekend was amazing. partied with nathan friday night and we all got really fucked up but then sat this girl from my speach class came to hang out we went to a party had an awsome time and then had an even better time. now we are talking all the time. she is hot as hell cool as fuck and can just chill at the same time. yea so wow

eevr just want to kill your fucking roomate? i ask him to be at the apt and to be awake from 10 to 12 how fucking hard is that. he was awake when i left for school this morning then me and lauren stop by there at 12 to drop somthing off i got a note on the door saying no one was there when the gas guy came by and he was passed out in his bed. he's ( Read more... )

so i was a litle off in my information. its not a date we are just hanging out as friends. i found out today she has been dating the same guy for the past 5 years so yea. its cool though she is fun to hang out with and i guess im still on the market now. ha sorry even i had to laugh at that one ( Read more... )

holy shit i actually have a date this weekend. the girl is hot as hell to she is in my speech class and we have hung out a few times but right before our midterm i asked her and it worked out man. kinda bittersweet though while taking my midterm all i could think about was her ( Read more... )

god i have been sleeping so good lately and having such awsome dreams my new favorate place has become my bed i actually go to bed early its so fucking comfortable now and these mornings it has been raining which only helps. cant go to in depth on the dreams though ( Read more... )

kristen thanks for those pics it really brings back a lot of good memories and i miss those times. well i miss the romantasized version of that time because all i remember are the good times. now nathan is about to move to charlseton and adam is moving in with me which is cool i need a break from nate you live with someone for that long and you get ( Read more... )

so my granddad is dieing and i dont care about him but it is tearing my dad apart. im slipping back into depression and its just becomming so hard to pull myself out. i read somewhere that an orgasm is actually more powerfull than a valium when it comes to depression so now all i need is a girlfriend but i doubt that will happen seeing everyone up ( Read more... )

so all that and i totally forgot to tell everyone what i got for my bday ( Read more... )

so the weekend was a good one. and i actually had a good bday ( Read more... )