I knew the sun couldn't possibly last,still it's nice to have precipitation OTHER than the fluffy white stuff that must not be named ( Read more... )

This is a big deal! Sun! Actual sunshine!!!! Oh it makes me so happy ( Read more... )

I always think things will change and I'm concerned with how often they remain the same. Words ring empty when the proof isn't there (maybe it never was ( Read more... )

I'm still awake....i see a dark and dreadful day growing unless i can get sleep soon :(

c'mon body, work with me here...

It's safe to say that a lot of water has gone under my bridge since the last time I posted. I've been through alot and to be sitting here reasonably relaxed, posting right now kinda gives me a sense of satisfaction. I made it through January and February, both months I am very willing to forget for a long long time ( Read more... )

I am exceedingly amazed at my ability to dislodge myself from plans made and paths chosen. I fear it's some kinda creeping genetic disorder...I mean just now i told myself, i'm not going online i'm not going online i'm not going online and oh look! here i am...online...it old myself i was going to write and here i am..."writing" technically not ( Read more... )

thats how long i slept last night ( Read more... )

have you ever been so emotionally spread out that you just wanna roll over wave the white flag and just go sit in a very dark self dug ditch for eternity? If you remove the extended metaphor and shorten the superfluous language...i'm in a really dark place right now ( Read more... )

is it a bad thing that i haven't really posted all summer? can i make some excuses like "i've been ridculously busy" or maybe you are just happy to have me back? without a huge and probably unrepentant explanation for my abscence ( Read more... )

it's been a while hmmm, I'm thinking since i PAID for a subscription to LJ i should really stat to get my moneys worth (srsly T, what are you thinking ((T=me btw)) *end of useless inner monologue ( Read more... )