I never meant to stay insane

[slayzer5]

I've not seen the world through these particular eyes before. I'm heading into the arena of bat-shit at the moment, and I'm not entirely certain how to put it into words. Its probably good I don't have a computer to type things out with while I'm out on the road. I find myself filled with a lot more grievances these days. I'm on the verge (some

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[slayzer5]

That is actually a pretty accurate summarization of me, unfortunately. In spite of the predictability of my public face, most people complain that they "just don't get" me. Several have claimed for short bursts that they do understand me, but then tell others "I just don't get him". I guess it ultimately relies on the fact that I'm a different person to different people.

Some days I feel like I'm nothing without the people I'm "helping". Others it just seems to be a roller coaster that I should have gotten off of before I started riding.