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[slaying_jaded]

I'm feeling sick to my stomach. It's panic. It's all about my fucking thesis, my dissatisfaction with my life, and how I feel that nothing's in my control at all. I cognitively know that everything is in my control, but due to the rules I have to operate within, it really feels like it's not. AND I'm fat. I've gained weight. The scales here say

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[chickaladee]

*big big big cuddles*

I think you have a few things to deal with there - try to see them all as seperate things and not just one big mess.

I know you're feeling down, but keep in mind that you're monthly, and bloated, and that periods are the cause of a lot of evil. I'm sure it's contributing to your bad feelings re:self, skin, weight. And I really really REALLY doubt you've put on 4kg. I'd say clothes, water
retention, period, lots of reasons.

Also, seasonal change - it doesn't do pretty things for anyone. Stick it out hun, you're fantastic and stronger than this, and you might forget sometimes but I know you are.

If you want to talk you know where to find me. Big mwahs. (Hey not everyone gets them - only people I love dearly, like you!)

[slaying_jaded]

Thank you. >:D

[battle_maiden]

Ditto to all the stuff Diva said & I'd also check if both sets of scales are calibrated. Might be an idea for both you & Mike to weigh yourselves at bother houses in the same day wearing the same clothes. Something doesn't 'need' to break but it will if you keep poking at it. Stop it!

[slaying_jaded]

Something does need to break, thank you very much.

[battle_maiden]

Apparently it's already broken, as the scan showed.