I was thinking about Rena's comment that she only hears from me on livejournal when it's something depressing. I'm posting to try and correct that mostly. So here's an update on what's been going on with me ( Read more... )

A friend of mine passed away. We were in the same graduating class at Wallenpaupack ( Read more... )

"There a hole in the world like a big black pit
and it's filled with people who are filled with shit
and the vermin of the world inhabit it"

This past wek wasn't bad at all. I had dinner at Ellyn's with Lisa (the first time the three of us have gotten together in about two years!) and thursday I had a small gathering at my house to celebrate Jon's birthday. I would have invited way more people but the party was originally supposed to be at Chris' house and his apartment couldn't really ( Read more... )

Sunday was the 3rd Father's Day without my dad. Why is it still so hard after two years? I miss him so much ( Read more... )

"No one knows the labor my poor heart endures
To dissimulate my grief when I find no pity.
The less sympathy in friendship, the more cause for tears.
So I make no plaint of my piteous mourning,
But laugh when I would rather weep,
And without rhyme or rhythm make my songs
To conceal my heart."

- Christine de Pisan (1364-1429)

"You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be in love until it kills you both. You'll fight. And you'll shag. And you'll hate each other 'til it makes you quiver but you'll never be friends. Love isn't brains, children, it's blood! Blood screaming inside you to work it's will. I may be love's bitch but at least I'm man enough to admit it ( Read more... )

For serious.

This has been such a shitty, shitty week.

"He told me not to seek revenge, but to seek the Buddha," said the fox spirit, sadly.

"Wise counsel," said the fox of dreams. "Vengeance can be a road that has no ending. You would be wise to avoid it. And...?"

"I shall seek the Buddha," said the fox, with a toss of her head. "But first I shall seek revenge."

"I got to fulfill a lifetime dream, just now. I stepped on Santa's chest, ripped off his face and peed on him. It was quite disturbing actually ( Read more... )