My apologies if my pain is too loud for you, Desiree...

Sep 19, 2008 02:24

You died so quickly.

So unexpectedly.

I wasn’t ready for it.

Was never prepared to let you go.

I loved you too much. I love you too much.

Such a shock when something like this happens.

Such a fucking shock that I never saw it coming. Never knew that you and that car that night could change my life the way it has.

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maria_d_edwards September 19 2008, 06:58:21 UTC
omg, this was so devastating.

I hope that writing it in itself gave you something to hold on to.

But it was beautiful and angry and still hopeful that somewhere along the line your path will cross again. You usually find the same soul in new friends over and over just in another shape and perhaps gender.

(At least that's what I believe *s*)

*hugs*

Maria

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slasher48 September 20 2008, 10:18:33 UTC
It was?

*nod* It did indeed. And the comments give me more handholds.

*smiles* Thank you.

...too bad they won't. If there is a god...Atheists don't go to heaven, and that's where she would be.

*sighs* I hope so...I need another mommy.

...I miss my dead one lots.

*snuggles*

~Andrea

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