I HATE THIS SO MUCH

AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH IT

but i've dealt with it before and got over it..ha like 3 years later.. i just have to start over. and fix myself because clearly something's wrong with me.

i'm so tired of being alone.

i don't really know how to deal with things.

it's so sad to look at old pictures. i feel like everything has changed so much. and not even in a bad way, i am finally happy again. but change itself is really sad.

it's weird to look at people and be like WHAT HAS HAPPENED? what have you done? how fucking heartwrenching.

if this week would just end
maybe the interminable amount of shit to do would slow down
all of this fuckkkkkkkkinnnnnnnnnggggg shiittttttttttttttttttt sucks.
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and so i'm off to spain!

if you would like to call the international tele
+34 620409757
i don't really know how to use the plus sign but i'm sure some of you do.

eeeeeeek!

ok, i changed my last entry to private, because while i AM mad, that is totally not worth anyone's time to read. and not worth my time to stress over. and haha i think i'm just pmsing ( Read more... )

i feel kind of empty lately...

things are kind of gay.

but i'm trying.
i really am.

everyone is just really disappointing. and i hate how much i trust people. or put into them. and i hate getting screwed over. it's not a good feeling.

i guess the sucky part is there's not really that many(anyone)people to talk to.

sorry to be emo.

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this boy fucks with my head all too fucking much.

i feel like i'm going crazy.