tonight was a bit crazi...
i ended up in a porn shop with dan, chad, and andyyyy
& then went to see BORAT w/ dan, chad, andy, and chris.
what a fucking night....

wow i havent updated in a bit
but ive got class in the am
and its not like anyone uses lj anyways
but im off to get some sleep
& i definatly miss my boyfriend.
goodnight

so last night was absolutly insane
minus a few things of course
and no i didnt drink at all...
i said i would quit for a bit
and thats what im doing. 
so fuck all you who said i couldnt
i just hate how protective people 
are of me at times. i hate it
my cousin has officially took the job
of being big brother and last night it showed
and he kinda pissed me ( Read more... )

so its been qutie a while since my last update
figure i should add somethinggggg
even if there isnt much to sayyyyy
but yeahhh first semester ended on the 7th 
and i dont have to go back until the like 9th
lifes been pretty gayyyy, just chillin, surviving
& yeahh christmas is tomorrow. thats exciting.
well to a point atleast, i could careless. no offense
i ( Read more... )

this year really fucking suckssss
9:18 tonight i got the news 
that my cousins dead
and i had to break it to my parents
which ive never done before

i called up his cell phone
i just want him to answer...
but no it goes straight to voicemail
damnit life sucksss

first chris..
then my grandpa...
then my uncle...
and now my cousin

rest in peace dustyyy
dont forget ( Read more... )

already 2 months.
i miss you so much
08.02.06

college sucks....
i wanna quit!
but i know my parents wont let me
i hate this house.
i need a job.
i wanna move out.
im 18 and have no life
cause of my parents
im bout to just take off
for a few days
then come back home
and see if anything changes
marine city looking amazing
right about now, my second home
but we'll just have to wait and see

justin timberlake....
i suggest u buy the cd
becuz its amazinggg <3

so whats new with everyone?
i think journal thing is getttin boring
so imma stop updating it
cause i dont even know if anyone reads it
and even if they do they dont comment
then whats the point.
unless something huge happens 
and i wanna put it in here then maybe
but i dunno just talk to me on 
aim, or myspace

not much goin on lately
state fair yesterday
and ( Read more... )

last night was crazy
me and amanda were so late gettin home
that were both like DEAD
but im not as dead as i thought
i dont have a car and parents are pissed
but thats basically it

today was my day off 
and i did absolutly nothing
i slept, clean house, and just chilled 
since i cant really go anywhere today
if i really tried i probably could
but  i figure ( Read more... )

wow these past 2 days
have been the bestest ever...

fuck parentsssss 
omg i hate em' 
cant get along ever
i need to move out some how