I suppose I ought to point this out, the distinct lack of posts on my livejournal isnt because Ive died or anything terrible like that, its because myspace has taken over as my personal place to post. I always tried to keep my livejournal as a space where I can put my writing out there for people to view, but, 50,000,000 members is a lot more ( Read more... )

i wonder if im the only one ( Read more... )

and again im left with a broken heart and a head full of regrets. Im kind of tired of this whole love thing, every time it happens i end up losing a piece of my heart forever, and i wonder just how many pieces are left to give. I dont want to let any more pieces go. If this all ends the way I think it will, im done. I'll have finally proved to ( Read more... )

fuck it, fuck it all ( Read more... )

here is a sample of the poetry im working on at the moment, none of these are what I would say are complete, though some are close than others, but I figured I would lay them out for display and criticism...

( More of the Fool's thoughts )

"If this goes through, it's one more step for legalizing same-sex marriage, which I'm against, being a Christian," Howard said ( Read more... )

I think this world is a joke. Average life is so strange to me and sometimes I feel like im drowning or perhaps being smothered... It seems so hard to not focus on the nonsense and trivial dramas of life. It seems hard to focus on whats truly important... and even harder to know what is truly important. I'd like to think some day I could help ( Read more... )

Our hero has lost his way, so deeply mired in his own bullshit and constructed lies. He no longer knows who he is or was so long ago. All he knows is he has lost himself and hasn't the slightest idea where to look ( Read more... )

I am the Fool. I call myself that for unknown reasons, but oddly enough I read a day by day astrology book, and March 22nd is respresented in the tarot by The Fool. Enough of a coinicidence that I now feel the Fool is truly what and who I am. And why this will be my next tattoo. The Tarot Fool replaced with a gaunt skeletal figure, in the ( Read more... )

im back online again for awhile and all alone in the world so that means the ebb and flow of my emotions with likely take the form of new works, ive started two new poems from the depths of my insomnia ( Read more... )