I just had a conversation with a gay catholic nazi. He told me if he was alive during world war two he would have joined the nazis because he is german(i am half german by the way). i argued "but the nazis would have killed you because you are homosexual." and we debated for a while. to sum up his argument "ive been a virgin since i was 27(because ( Read more... )

My plane leaves for D.C. at 9am thursday morning, I'm excited. I've never been. Though I'm afraid that I may be getting sick. No matter, I will go, I will have an awesome time, and I'll come back and we will party like it was six years, eleven months and eight days ago. That's some hard ass mother fucking partying, mother fuckers.

There is a lock on a safe, there is a combination, and there is me. I own both, but i only use one. By "just realized" i mean ive always known, but just now put down in writing. From day to day the man on the corner of your block may ask you for money or offer you a beer. Either way, shit dont mean a thing. Even still making the best of things ( Read more... )

it mine as well be a hot dog down a hallway, same thing different circumstances. Apparently flowers are at their best round midday, something i think i may have seen, but could never confirm. I think it all seems the same in the dark anyway, but so many tricks of shadow and luminosity whirl around enough to make any ugly thing feel like pure, un ( Read more... )

Dear Diary,

His jean pockets bend and reach down his supple ass like the way I only wish my hands could.
Today I realized I love men.
The bulge in my kohl's boxers is bigger than the moon in his eyes and I dream of strange and unimaginable love in unknown orifices every night.
Today I realized I love men.

I AM A FAGGOT.

Love, Curtis.

I hate sundays. particularly around 1:45am.

1. I am up at 9:04 on sunday morning ( Read more... )

I don't update my Livejournal. This is a figment of your imagination. Get back to reality.

I get to restless lately. i go for a lot of walks at all hours of the day to try and relax. i need sleep, but its hard to come by these days. but i think perhaps that wont be such a bad thing because now i can wake up before the sun goes down even if i fall asleep after the sun comes up. according to my mom i need more sun. and a haircut.

To whom it may concern ( Read more... )