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Feb 03, 2004 20:15

I don't know what's wrong with me sometimes. It's like permanent emotional PMS damage or something. It's almost like when you know you're not very happy but you're always able to portray it well. Ah yes, I'll never stop the facades, will I? Hm. I don't know really. Don't get me wrong though - I'm not depressed nor suicidal. Nothing that extreme. I ( Read more... )

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__pushxpanic February 3 2004, 17:55:25 UTC
i think you just put m thoughts into words.

i'm so worried about what's goign to happen i live in the past.i get tired of tnigs too easily, obvously because if not i woudl be happy right now.

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Re: skylinexromance February 5 2004, 16:30:44 UTC
i hear you, dear, it's supposed to be that way i guess.
at least we're thinking about the future.
too many rely on luck they don't have.
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bum_face February 3 2004, 19:48:00 UTC
oddly enough i feel the same way as you. i think school is just wearing everyone out. now we are sick of its bullshit and want summer to come so bad. we are past the excuse of not used to school, but not close enough to the excuse of its almost summer. things will get better over time. they always do. time heals all.

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Re: skylinexromance February 5 2004, 16:31:16 UTC
i agree. i definately agree.
school is just wearing everyone and everything away!
make it stop! make it stop! :o)

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schizophrenic_x February 4 2004, 06:20:46 UTC
Oh, poopey. Don't think like that, hon. You can get a scholarship to anywhere you'd like. Trust me - I'm the guru with this scholarship/grant shit. I've wanted to get into Barnard College for about a year now and I don't see any light at the end of that motherfucking tunnel. You, on the other hand, probably can get into some very good private colleges. IM me sometime (PolarCap28) and we can talk more about this.

Ciao,
Radha

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Re: skylinexromance February 5 2004, 16:32:01 UTC
surely. you can IM me anytime as well (mcfreaky909). i would be happy to discuss anything and everything you want. discussing it definately helps to clear the chest a little of its burden!
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vintageromance8 February 4 2004, 11:04:10 UTC

aww you never
comment ne more
:( I miss ya!!!

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Re: skylinexromance February 5 2004, 16:32:26 UTC
:o) i missed you too!
i'll comment as much as i can.
i'm not on a whole lot sometimes!

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it's courtx15! anonymous February 4 2004, 12:04:07 UTC
i completely agree w/ the end of your entry... i'm SO scared for the whole college process, especially after watching my two big sisters go through it (and not quite how they would have preferred). i'm nowhere near their level of capability yet my parents' expectations are just as high.. if not higher? it's frightening.

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Re: it's courtx15! skylinexromance February 5 2004, 16:32:58 UTC
ugh, i know i know! :o)
hopefully you and i will win the nobel prize someday.
ain't no expectation better met, right?!
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