I'm scared, I know it seems stupid, but it seems all everyone does lately is push everyone away. My best friends I know almost nothing about them, do they drink, do they smoke, are the even still virgins, and do they lie to me? It's stupid people play me against others. You think I don't see into your mind, see that you really don't care... ( Read more... )

Well I am happy to believe I am going to Oklahoma for a day with my brother. I just don't know how it will be. My brother is OK but kinda annoying at times and kinda wierd.... We're going up there to pick up a dog, isn't that a stupid reason? I mean I'm trying to make a sibling relationship with someone who didn't care enough to come see me in ( Read more... )

Well I've only had one class today, and it was horrible. I forgot to do a fricken essay and freaked out about it the whole class, but she told me I can turn it in next time ^_^;;;; I think it is because she knows I'm stressed horribly. Well my cousin is supposed to have her kid on 4:20.... kinda ironic... left the cell at home.... waiting for ( Read more... )

Well school....college...whatever... Today is boring, and I'm trying to find SOMETHING to do online, so any sugestions comment. Anyways, I have way to many journals. Um, in less then two months I will be an aunt. I've grown up a lot sense I first figured out. I can't wait! Seen the covenent yesterday, it was great... there was a hot blonde in ( Read more... )

Well looks like I'm not the only one that decided to come back to this place, I kinda miss it....it's not as complicated as myspace is. Well lets see what I can say...my job sucks, fifty hours a week for 90 dollars, and two kids, that's 75 cents each an hr. Well not happy Emily is getting so close to who she is, but that's ok, she's a smart chica ( Read more... )

Yeah, ok I know it's been a REALLY long time sense I wrote on here... Hehe... I was sitting here about to go bed... it's nearly 1 am.. and Alyssa left her cell phone here a LONG time ago... because it ran out of batteries... so for some reason it was in my bed, keeping me a wake by me pushing buttons on it... ok so I'm pushing buttons, and just ( Read more... )

Well let's see, my Thanksgiving wasn't to horrible. I stayed at home and sat on my butt.... Well did get to show off my new computer. And talk to my friend... whew the Hotness.... Anyways, um I hope every body's turkey day went great! And Lyssa Gratz on getting your Liscence! I don't see how I am so well with words online, but not in person, it ( Read more... )

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1. I know all the words to "I'm a Barbie Girl." I actually don't, I heard it once. Maybe if I am lucky twice ( Read more... )

Well how has everyone been doing? I am doing ok I guess. Trying to decide if I want to go find a ride to band practice or not.... probably, but ya know I am a lazy bum.... Anyways, I know I haven't updated this in a while (I'm sorry guys!!!!!!!!!!), but I started my blog source journal, because I can't get to this one at school, and now adays ( Read more... )