I find myself at the end of my second year of college. I have no idea how i got here so fast. I feel like i'm right back where i was this time last year...hating where i am, but dreading what i have to go back to. But right now i wouldn't change that. I'll have the summer and next semester to figure my life out. I'll be moving to the city with Matt ( Read more... )

i just ate like a fourth of a funfetti cake. clearly i did not keep my last post in mind while devouring it ( Read more... )

note to self: do not eat 5 funfetti cupcakes loaded with chocolate funfetti frosting for dinner. you will feel like shit for the remainder of the evening.

So here's my life right now ( Read more... )

i've honestly never been happier than right now.
i actually enjoy being out with people.
i love meeting new folks.
i feel pretty again. [it's disgusting that i need actual attention to feel this way...but i've never really been able to feel it on my own]
i'm happy where i am in life.
i can't wait to find someone to share that with.

i want to do something drastic this break. no idea what. maybe get a tattoo. maybe a piercing. maybe chop my hair off. i don't know. i want to do something exciting. i want to buy new clothes. some new shoes. i'm really excited about how i look right now. i feel really awesome. i'm not on a diet, i'm just eating good foods. and i'm doing my ( Read more... )

i can't handle my life right now.
what. the. fuck.

i finally filled out my fafsa.
cinnamon bun oatmeal should be illegal it's so delicious.
i hung out with my mother last night just cause.
this seems to be that random week that comes along every so often where people compliment my teeth.
i'm pretty sure i'm going to spend all of today reading. philippa gregory <3 ( Read more... )

i feel like my heart couldn't be more full of love ( Read more... )

i feel that this is what it would feel like to be dying.