eye infection...homework...maybe yoga...superbowl...

"we were all so happy before friends started
to stop being friends and people had bad
relationships and good ones that ended and you know"
-one of my very best friends

Why does tomorrow seem like forever?

going to my first physical therapy...nervous...

I think that I really am getting better at being nice to people! I am making the sincerest effort, I promise.

I HATE THIS. ALL OF THIS.

Sometimes I think my heart has swollen so much it is going to burst out of my chest.
This is in the good way, though. Sometimes that feeling can happen in a bad way, but this
is the good way. This is the best way.

Got a qualifying score on vault.
Competed beam for the first time.
Fell off twice, got deducted for mouthing "fuck" in the middle of my routine.
Surprisingly good score for my first time, though.
Team won by 3 tenths of a point. Whooohoo!

Gaga was wonderrrful. Even though we were in a suite,
and I think I would have preferred the floor. It was still awesome.

Well, I'm guess I'm kind of of getting used to never being able to see my boyfriend.
In a couple of months, we will both be done with our sports and have an infinite
amount of time to see each other. But a few months after that, I am leaving for a month
and then he is leaving for practically forever, and I don't want to think about it because
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