Yes I have been away, I haven't blogged...whoops.

I didn't realise you still 'blogspotted'. I had tried to log on a couple of times before but I got denied, I tried again just under an impulse today...maybe my password was being typed in wrong?? :P Whoops lol

I've done a couple of silly things these past couple of weeks, but other then that I'm all ( Read more... )

I'm home alone and I actually feel hungry.

Not like picky hungry, ACTUAL hungryness.

I'm excited yet don't know what to do...

I'm actually hungry..do I eat and be done with it or do I not.
Do I prolong not eating and see if I can make it until tomorrow? I mean, I wont have much time during the day to find anything anyway..So I hve a quick choice to ( Read more... )

Why do I have to be the strong one when everyone else is so unstable?

I mean..Seriously?
I write about it, how often do I go out in public and show what I'm thinking??

Do I cry in public?
Do I Do I sware and yell and cause huge commotions which bring plenty of attention to myself?

I write, half the time, what I write is put onto private and not seen by ( Read more... )

It was an accident!
I hate the way these people are my friends and the power they have to make me want to not be who I am.
I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHO THAT IS!

Fuck Fuck Fuck!!! RANT ROARRRRR!

I KNOW what people say, They say it to me ffs!!

The people here don't know what has happened throuout HighSchool. Anything I've done and said. I kept that out of High ( Read more... )

I believe its a shame when you take a feeling and over-react it so much, that when you actually feel that bad, it doesn't seem anydifferent.

A picture of a girl reigns in the middle of my bedroom wall. I drew her about two weeks ago whilst I was in a 'Don't talk to me!' mood.


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Okay, I should be doing Sooooooo much more right now, and yet, I'm not.
I dont know what to write, I cant apolagise for my last post, I want to so very much, but I just can't. Its my blog and I vent. It just happens/ed.

At the end of September I have the chance to go to Sydney for the UNYA, National Youth Summit. I'm taking it.
The conferance is from ( Read more... )

Okay, I should be doing Sooooooo much more right now, and yet, I'm not.

I dont know what to write, I cant apolagise for my last post, I want to so very much, but I just can't. Its my blog and I vent. It just happens/ed.

At the end of September I have the chance to go to Sydney for the UNYA, National Youth Summit. I'm taking it.
The conferance is from ( Read more... )

Sorry for the other day. I vent. Well, maybe I'm not sorry? I'm not sure.

Here, have a picture to make you smile.


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I apolagise.

I've avoided typing the words that I feel and think unless I'm of a positive attitude.
Wasn't the reson for this to unload the thoughts and feelings of a confused teenage girl so as she did n't take it out on herself and those around her?

I want to. I want to. I want to. I want to soo bad say that I've been great. I am great. I'm happy ( Read more... )

Today would have to be one of the best days for ages!!

As people will know I like a boy named Shaun well after what felt like an intense convo with a couple of mates last night (Whilst I SHOULD have been doing homework!) I decided to 'ask him out'
About a week ago I told him that I liked him, but didn't go further then that.

Well ANYWAYS,, after much ( Read more... )