recently i got into a rather large arguement with my brother. it was weird. but now i feel like i've lost him. it saddens me. but now here's the thought. fendin for myself. on my own. have i become too dependent on john? i think so. i got too comfortable with the idea of always him to support me. jeez, moving on and seriously doin it on my own. ( Read more... )

so past few weeks have been ok. found out not too long ago, i don't think i want to be in business management. not sure exactly what i want to do though. kinda sorta sorting that all out. just living out the days and realizing its all winding down. only a few more weeks and the first year of college will be over. kinda feeling nostalgic thinking ( Read more... )

this story starts from friday night ( Read more... )

well i'm sittin here talkin to a friend about this problem she's going through. i can't help but to judge her and her choices. i want to help her but i want to say something to her at the same time. i know this isn't the time for this. she's going through a lot at the moment. but, if only she wasn't so stubborn. hm...silly lil girl. so the role of ( Read more... )

realizations and truths about life are sometimes the hardest things in life to see. sometimes they are awesome and have a life changing effect for the better. other times they suck hard and have a life changing effect for the worse. oh ho, i'm just being emo.

i love the fall out boy CD. i kill the album

-sKim

well this weekend i went to this retreat called Responce. i loved it and i can't believe at first i didn't want to go. when i first got there i was a little iffy about everything cause truthfully, i hadn't like...the spiritual feeling in a long time. but right after the first night, i felt it again. its an awesome feeling. i just hope i don't lose ( Read more... )

first couple of days back home were awesome. by home, i mean at NC State. i love it here. i hung out with my State family for the first day which was great because i missed them over the break. the next day i hung out with a lot of the new people i met. yesterday i had one class and then came back to go to sleep. felt great. i need to tackle three ( Read more... )

i've had some life lessons smack in the face past two days. i'm feel all sentimental and crap now. it sucks

hehe i worked about 13 days this break and i made around $587. i think that's pretty awesome. i'm so ready to get back to Raliegh though. been at home waaaay too long. parents got the parental control itch and it's kickin in. o well. i think i wanna get back into skating again. it was fun.

-sKim

i dunno truthfully. with 2007 kicking in, it seems as if there's some changes or new hopes to be made. i'm not sure what new hopes i have ( Read more... )