I feel nothign inside
Not even a beat of my heart
My heart is lost
My sole is shatter
My will is broken
I am a skeleton, a casket, just waiting to be burried.

Just like before my dreams have been ruined ( Read more... )

Just like before my dreams have been ruined..
Only this time by the one that said it would be a shoe in
By the one that always said we will be together if you want
Now is saying

If I could have one wish, "what would it be", I thought to myself this morning. My first thought, as all of you that know me, is the thought of Cindy. I would give anything for her and I mean that. I would even give my first edition hologram charizard pokemon card up for her. I am joking of course but I mean it when I say no exceptions. I would ( Read more... )

Dear little thumb ( Read more... )

Well today seems to be a big day for me. I will be either getting good news or bad. All signs point to this. What signs you ask ( Read more... )

There you are holding her hand ( Read more... )

There is so much I feel ( Read more... )

I feel so alone ( Read more... )

I need to stop running so fast. Things are happening soo fast for me. G-d I need your help. I need your advice, guidance, and teachings of wisdom. I need to know right from wrong and most of all I need to know how to take control of my life. This is the time I am suppose to be stepping back and looking at my life, analyzing it, and figuring out ( Read more... )