you ever feel like ur just there? people seem to overlook you? or, you know they're your friend, but you seem to be the one to start every convo? nobody wants to talk to you, but you want to talk to them? OR maybe it's like i'm trying to relax but there's some bullshit thing i have to do? can't i just go live in scotland for a few months? that'd ( Read more... )

ah yes. prom...it's soon right? i mean right? it's my SENIOR prom infact. soo according to the world, this should be one of the best memories ever!!! so i should be so excited!! but i don't wanna go. oh darn.....too much bullcrap like getting a date and spending all that money. but who knows? maybe i might get a date? i don't know ( Read more... )

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i've already mentioned this before. but i'm fucking pissed off ( Read more... )

so in this past week i spent 300 bucks. i bought an ipod. it's sooooooooo awesome. i love it. about a month ago i thought i'd always just use a cd player and be a naturalist. psh o well. i love my ipod. only problem is that they scratch like no other. so when it's in my backpack i wrap it in a headband until i can scrounge up more money for a ( Read more... )

Hello faithful readers. waaaait, there's aren't any faithful readers. I'M not even a faithful reader. i usually just forget about this thing. oh shit. dinner time...be back...dinner was good. my mom made some chicken stir fry. i'm more of a beef person though. Soo life has been good. Nothing spiffy has happened. i'm not much of a thinker so my ( Read more... )

story time everybody ( Read more... )

tryouts were held last week, and i unsurprising sucked at tryouts like usual. losing to jv players. really bad. but o well. my coach gave me an assistant spot on varsity. and i'm extremely cool with that, cause i'll get my chance to play sometime. katie made varsity which is very cool, and the mullen also got an assistant spot like me. cause i don' ( Read more... )

ahh. these the lyrics to go or go ahead by rufus wainwright. eaasily one of my fav songs. there's so many things hidden in these lyrics..."vanity fairgrounds" mentions..vanity fair(trust me, he said it was there on purpose). "nowhere's now here", spelled the same. and then the allusion to medusa. kinda odd, but good lyrics i think ( Read more... )

here's some pics!


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