this fucking sucks

last night my life was put on the line, i lost 2 pints of blood and almost died ^_^

haha, i turned 18 and got pierced and tattooed i think i am good for a while....

i am tired of my self distructive behavior it isn't like anyone even knows anyways, i can finally say i don't need you anymore and that is a good feeling, now if you want to be in my life it is your turn to try..

haha
happy fireworks
this week i found out i am a spoiled lazy ass kid who is to emotional and can't even have a conversation without getting upset, i also don't think about anyone elses feelings and i only care about myself, thanks for the critism guys it really helps, heh i love my life

i know i left you, but you better never fucking leave me..

i am just going to stop trying..

*end*

today i went to work and tristan and scott drove for me
after that i went to QT to get a drink and megan was there, we talked until midnight and i came home. now i just have to figure out how to shake this lonelyness

anyone want to take a nap with me?

those two days we hung out was almost how it used to be, kid i miss you and don't ignore me please. not again. so... with that said would you like to play again? i promise i will make it worth your time

and if you don't answer, i will understand and let you be....

can't you see that what we're fighting for is nothing that you ever wanted
and if thats the case why am i here fighting for oyu to come home