The life story of Chelsey. well actually its so boring ans stupid that i'm not going to post it and bore and anybody that reads this. which is nobody.
Forgotten. Pushed aside. No longer needed.

Lets see how many times Chelsey can be sent over the edge in one night. So far once, but as soon as my car is heading east it will most likely go up to 2 probably more than that. Tonight might be a record setting night. The bitch strikes again and the count is up to 2. The good thing this time is i have so many layers built up that it didn't go ( Read more... )

I think I have succumbed to one of my worst fears. No matter how much I try to ignore that little voice in my head telling me that I have done one of the things I promised my self I would never do I can't get it to go away.

I was going through a box of old papers and came across a song Ethan wrote that I never finished writing tab for. If you know anything about my family you will be able to figure out who it was written about, if not well then who gives a damn. Not me ( Read more... )

There is something very wrong here. My mom said she was sorry if she got me home late and I missed my chance to get away from here and all the fucked up thoughts in my head. She has never for as long as I can remember said sorry to me for anything. Things would be better if there was a way to get these thoughts out of my head and tell my mom why I ( Read more... )

Bitches

Teachers
moms
students
They are all bitches
some aren't

Without them
we'd be happy
with them
we're miserable

Writing about them
in secret
behind their back
we talk about them.

Hatred how do you show it.
You can't tell them
to their face.

Do you write a note.
That doesn't work

Teachers
Moms
Students
Bitches
Why are they
the way they

I went to bed in a pissed off, woke up pissed off, and everything thats happened since I woke up hasn't done anything but make it worse. I went to bed and woke up pissed off for the same reason. If you know why then tell me because I know theres at least one person who might read this who knows why. Then when I was sitting on the couch starting to ( Read more... )

"You don't alway's have to be what people want you to be ( Read more... )

Freedom. I am done with high school, which pretty much means I can do what I want. Except I don't feel like i'm free. Its like theres something sitting on my shoulders that should be lifted but can't be for some unexplained reason ( Read more... )

Fuck the world. I'm done. I give up.